so i was late on my cc payment. that fucking sucks. i dont know what is wrong with me. why am i so irresponsible? fuck. i wasted all my money and what do i have to show for it? I know i have trouble buying shit but this has got to stop. i need to get a grip on my finances because this fucking sucks. so i have to resort to selling all my shit again like the old days which is like a couple months ago... ahaha