man i just want to work hard and help out as many people as i can. sometimes i just want to give her that bag in my back yard but i know my dad needs it more. otherwise, i wouldnt care. it just sucks to see me here wasting away when she is out there in the hot sun working her ass off for her family. in a way, she is a reflection of my mom. i dont want her work to be wasted in vain.