i am sick and tired of spending my money for her. i drive an hour to see her and i just think she is using me. so fucking be with him if you think hes cool. i'm gonna call her out later when she tells me all the shit she buys. i bought that stupid dress for her because i thought she had no money and now shes gonna go buy some freaking sunglasses? fuck that shit. i am so tired of this its not even funny anymore. i am so pissed right now.