I am so lucky to have her. Even though she is my first girlfriend, I am not gonna let that cloud my judgement. I am starting to buy her stuff and I should stop. I dont want her to expect things all the time. I waste my gas and money going out there to see her every week and that should be enough. She doesn't get me anything at all. I dont want to sound stuck up but she doesn't have any money at all. And I dont want to end up supporting her cause I dont have any money already. She is the one that makes me really happy at the moment and I dont know what I'd do with out her.