Human contact. Or better yet, I just want some human contact. I miss
hugging, touching another human being. Especially a girl. I couldce
have been with two girls by now and I messed both of them up. I hate
myself for it. I hate myself for being this way. I dot get how some
guys can do it. Maybe because they don't think about it like I'm doing
right now. They just go out and do it.
