i just made a discovery. i dont have a realy girlfriend right now but my girlfriend all tese times is and will always be work. whether its school (yeah right), sony, music, or whatever. it has kept my mind occupied from reality (home). it has been good to me even though i dont treat it good at times. and i dont spread my love out equally. i have been neglecting school for a while now and its time to open it back up again.