A guilty conscience. There are times when I feel bad because I bought
food and then ill see an old Asian lady digging through tray and ill
feel so bad because I have this meal and they dont. I hat seeing
people who are less fortunate than I am. That's why I dont like going
to Chinatown because I'd have to see all hose people. I always tell
myself to use it as motivation to help me be a better person but it
doesn't help. I have no focus that's the problem. I hate myself
because of it.
