Well if this is what's its like to be alone then kill me quickly and ill
scream sooo loud...

I grew up. Maybes that's why. I have more to put on the line then I had to before. Too bad it took me this long for me to figure it out. I am freaking missing out and it sucks. I don't want to be like this anymore.I I hate it when I'm like this. I don't know what to do. I just want to be normal again