i cant believe football is coming back already. i haven't been this excited for football in forever. and football on Sunday nights will save me from a lot of boredom as it did last season for me. I don't think I'm that obsessed just excited.

I'm still sleepy. I didn't sleep until 2am last night and just woke up an hour ago. I hate sleeping in because I feel like I've missed part of the day and wont have time to do anything. But I cant help it with my sleeping patterns all fucked up.

One year ago, everything changed (back) in my life. I left and I was determined to succeed. I left everything pretty much and I don't think I am any better. If anything, I am in a worse condition right now.