im getting tired of this business. school starts again and this vicious cycle starts all over again. i don't know what im gonna do when this year ends. im sooo tired of everything. everything feels, acts, looks the same. im sick of it. i need a drastic change or im gonna go (even more) crazy. i want so many things that i can have. i want to be done already. i wish i was 75 so i can just sit back and relax.