that sucks how I'm falling into this state of depression. i feel like no one likes me at all. in any way. it sucks how in this day and age a dude like me cant even get his so called friends to hang out. it ends up sounding like im a fucking low life and a desperate little fucker. maybe i shouldn't go out cause I don't really care anymore. I should work on myself so I can be the best I can be because I know that once I am successful and on top of the world, those same "friends" will be calling/texting me all the fucking time. That is the only thing I am looking forward to right now.