Starting now I'm starting over. I'm sick of my life and I want a fresh start. What can I do to change everything? Run away? I still want to live in nebraska. I feel like its the only place I can live in. I don't want to live in a populated area at all. I don't want to deal with all the idiots that are around me. I wish everything would be easier as you get older. But I only get more depressed than anything else. Do you think its time I get on meds? Probably not, because knowing me I won't take any of it and ill feel more shitty about my life.