When did I start caring so much about everything? I've noticed that I am
paranoid about pretty much everything.. Is it the ocd? Can I blame it
on that? Or is because I'm scared? I'm scared enough to believe that
everything is closing in on me. I think I've been scared all my life.
Maybe it was the way I brought up. I had my every move watched and that
was not fun at all. Maybe that's why I'm so screwed up. Its just
revenge.