i always tend to do my deeping late at night when i should be sleeping or doing other important things. today, i realized that i need direction. i have none whatsoever and that is why i am lost. i need someone to guide me. a mentor. i dont have that right now and that is why my life is falling apart. i need to stop and think about what i really want to do and how to go about doing it. all the stuff i am doing now, managing, sony bmg, none of it really excites me because i dont have a fixed goal. i need help. and i need guidance.