Cmj was the best

I think I've fallen into a deeper state of depression after being on a high for four days. You can't stay that happy forever and it is killing me. Had such a good time in NYC. I dont know if anything will eve top that other than last years trip. Met so many people and connected with a lot of old ones. It sucks that a lot of my close friends are graduating soon so they won't be back next year and that is Making me feel even more depressed.