yeah i did something horrible. im not proud. its true. id do anything. even sell out my own family. i feel so bad for doing this. but when i saw it i couldnt help it. all these different thoughts were running through my head. i didnt know how to stop it. and it was harder on the ride home because i was thinking of all the possibilities. now i am still stuck in square one. but i am an optimistic person so i am spinning this. maybe this could be my big break. i hope this will help motivate me to reach the next level in my life. i hope this turns out good cause i feel really bad right now.......