I don't think I've been this deep of shit in a long time.. I think this is the deepest I've ever been in.. Its ok now but I don't know what the fuck is gonna happen in 1-2 months. I am so fucking scared. I wouldn't care if the shit was on me.. But this may involve a person I care about. And there's only one other person I turn to in times of need... I know its selfish that I only look for them when I'm in a rut but I don't know what else to do.. Help me