Maybe I should work on myself before moving on to someone else. Those
words have gone through my mind and written down many times before. But
somehow, I really mean it this time. I'm not sure how but I must really
take care of myself. I know I am still young and high on life right now
so I shouldn't care that much. But the signs are there and I must
recognize them.

For the past two months, I have been living unhealthy due to
carelessness. I didn't care about what other people thought about me and
most importantly, I didn't care about myself either. I feel that if I
don't do something, I will regret later on life. There are things we
regret from time to time and this is something we shouldn't be
regretting about because its something we (I) can control right now.
I'm not stupid and young anymore. I gotta take charge. I will take
charge.