why do i always chase after oppurtunities after they have passed? its like running after a car that drove passed you ten minutes ago.. whats the point? my inability to reconize oppurtunities when they are in front of me have caused me set backs. i dont know what to do about it but hope to get more in the future...

my mail is not going to my blackberry and its annoying the crap out of me.. i dont know whats wrong with it but im tired of not getting my mail when i get them...

i start working at chicks again tomorrow. just for the winter though.. and already i am working five days in a row and im sure it will continue into next week.

i am starting to listen to foo fighters.. a lot.. i never knew they had such great songs. i only have the live cd/dvd for now but ill probably get some of the old ones once i get paid this friday..

xmas is coming up and i dont know what to get everyone. it seems like i dont deserve anything and i dont.. and thats fine with me.. when i think of it, i have everything that i need. clothes in my back, two in and out cheeseburgers in my stomach, and air in my lungs. i dont need anything else. not ever and ever.