its funny how i am freaking out right now. since the last entry, ive been walking around in my room noticing every single thing that is wrong.
i cleaned everything and put everything back in its place and my room is still a mess.
i dont think i have ocd but its like i try to find something wrong and try to fix it.
i took everything off my walls because i hated how it looks and now, my walls look plain white.
i noticed how my doors and walls were dirty so i scrubed it clean.
i noticed how there were dirt and bits of paper on the floor and i wanted to vaccum but i didnt want to wake anyone up.
i wanted to put new pictures up on my wall but cant decide what.
every single paper that sticks out, i have to push it back so it wont catch my eye anymore.
now, i am looking around to find other things to fix.
like how my bookshelf is cluttered.
i need to get some boxes so i can put the stuff i dont need in the garage.
my table has a lot of dust.
my cds are out of place.
there are water bottles everywhere.
i thinki am going to read a book.
but first,
i gotta find myself.