We've got one chance to break out
And we need it now
'Cause I'm sick and tired of waiting
Sick of this fucking apartment

I need to quit my job. I seriouse cant work there anymore. It sucks working nights. I hate that the most. I need to start something or get a new job cause once you fall into that routine, its hard to get out of it.

Warped Tour in one week. I'm am so freaking excited. Especially if the weather is about 100 degrees like it is today.

I got a dang photo pass but dont have a good camera to use it. I dont want to be the guy with a shitty camera while everyone has nice ones. Ill be the dude with the Corolla while everyone else has Evos.

I am reading a lot about the business world of music and it sucks so bad. Everyone screws you over one way or another.

I am driving to Santa Monica this Thursday to the Sony BMG offices. I hate driving far places because I dont like being confined to a car for more then 10 minutes.

I sometimes wonder what is wrong with me and how I can fix myself but after many hours of lying in bed and staring at the ceiling, I am convinced that I am fine and nothing is wrong with me at all. While that is true to a certain extent, I want to believe it myself because I repeat that process more times than I can count. I need you to tell me what is wrong with me.

I wish I was someone else. And then, will I be able to succeed. Thank you and goodnight