i was watchin the dodgers today and i realized that this is a whole different team from a couple years ago. i think the only player that is currently active right now that has played for the dodgers for more than three years is odalis perez. izturis and gagne is still on the DL. wierd.

i am not the one whos changed. i can seriously look through your lies and see your broken down self clawing for attention. thats what feeds you. you seem so freaking annoying to me now and i cannot stand you anymore. you are a monster that cant be stopped. and you know it. you know it and it gives you more self esteem. thats what this is all about right. getting attention gives you more self esteem and that makes you happy right? i dont know why people cant see that?

all i want for my birthday are tickets to watch death cab at the greek theatre. tickets are in the hundreds right now and not a lot of people want to pay that much to see death cab. if you are down let me know.

also, july is a concert filled month. with the warped tours, tbs/ava/ha shows, and brand new. it is going to be cool. i am so excited for all of those shows. warped tour this year is not so bad either. a lot of good bands, it might one of the best lineup ive seen ever in my life!

even though nothing has happened this past week, i feel like i am content with myself. i have been kicking back and jsut relaxing because nothing is really bothering me right now. its the greatest feeling in the world when you dont have to worry about anything at all. you just cant describe that feeling and yet, when you are in that state, you feel like the world is at your feet. i have done nothing this weekend but read books and sat on my ass. its great.

watching adam sandberg protrayed conor oberst on snl made me want to laugh and cry at the same time. i didnt know if his acting was horrible or if he was poking fun at conor.

the season of 24 has come to an end. it was a really good season, i think one of the best after season three for me. even though the ending felt kinda forced, it sets up a huge anticipation for season 6 in january. i cant believe that i have to wait seven months to see what jack baur's fate is. its crazy.

click here to read my review of the da vinci code movie. i didnt know audrey tautou was going to be in the movie, honest.

its funny to see girls post a bulletin saying they dont like other girls that whore it up on myspace but yet, they ask for comments in the bulletin posted three minutes later.

and whats up with girls having wierd techno dancing music on their profiles. i swear every single page that i go to has a different song... enough of that already! i guess the current fall out boy single or the new clay aiken would make they "normal". just listen to gravy train. thats all you would need. that and new edition.

i've been digging into my cd collection and listening to cds i havent been listening to for years. for example, i took out midtwon - living well is the best revenge and just remembered the times i used to sing along to this cd back in high school. those were the days....

the current cds i am listening to:
rocky votolato - makers
the format - dog problems (of course)
lifetime - jersey's best dancers
head automatica - tokyo decadance
new found glory - sticks and stones