please put the doctor on the phone cause im not making any sense....

before i say anything, i want you to stop looking at porno and reading this and go to target and get the first two seasons of smallville on dvd, and while your at it, get the first season of lois and clark. its on 18 bucks each and you will not regret it. this deal happens only once in a lifetime and its the best thing since sliced cheese. ok enough of that.

i started a book of dreams about a week ago. ive been having a lot of wierd dreams lately and one night, i decided to write them out and ive been doing that since. its really cool actually. most people forget their dreams before they even wake up and now i get to relive them again and i think that is amazing because your mind takes you to a different place and it allows your body to exert various feelings that you do in real life as well. i dont know if that made any sense but ehhhh....

you know what i hate? when i have a subscription to alternative press and i walk into borders seeing the latest issue on the stand and i havent even gotten it yet.. its like what the hell? i might as well buy it at the store cause i get it faster than having to subscribe to the magazine.. and you get a free freaking cd with every issue to if you buy it cause you get the free comp cd when you subscribe to it. i know you save some money but other than that, what are the benefits??

why do people judge? i mean i find myself doing the same thing sometimes and its like , "why am i doing that? am i making myself look cooler by demeaning the other person?" and the answer is no. i shouldnt judge how people act, how they dress, what music they listen to, what movies they like, and what school they go to. i think growing up in the 1990s was a better time for all of this because none of this happened all the time but when 2000 hit, you see shit like this everywhere. school, work, message boards, etc. im sick and tired of us thinking we are better than everyone else. i dont like one bit.